we were but stones,your light made us stars

Recently, life’s like a rollercoaster ride. Funny how for 12 years, i thought i had my mind sorted and the kinda route i wanna be on. For 12 years, the word “Straight” or “Boyfriend” has never come across my head.. I thought i was gay enough, gay till the end. But right now, i’m madly in love with this boy who caught me off guard and took my breath away. I’ve known him for almost 8 months already.. And we’ve always been the best colleagues, been the greatest friends, hanging out to talk about everything. I guess everything happens for a reason, like what he said, it’s probably just fate. Who would have known, right? I didn’t and i’m pretty damn sure he wouldn’t have guess as well. Spending time with him makes me feel like, there’s still hope in this world. I’ve lost hope for love totally because the people i used to be with are just… rubbish.. The boy and me could hang out for hours, holding hands, sitting down drinking and listening to music…. These are the things i wished i’ve done with my other half.. I wish this would never end. Sounds cheesy but ugh, it’s real!